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Why can't I stop watching nasty pornography? Hello,
I am a 23 year old student. Right now I do not have a girlfriend. I have been exposed to pornography in a very early age, and it has been a disastrous problem for me ever since my guyhood.I have a very strong sexual drive and I am almost attracted to anything, especially naughty and kinky stuff. I have also developed a shemale fetish. I am certainly 100% straight but for some reason I love to watch shemale pornography. Actually I do not like it, it has become something like a tick, an addiction that I really hate. Along with shemales, I watch normal hetero porn, and fetish( lesbian, pantyhose, feet etc..)
I have been strongly fighting it for 3 years. I go for months and weeks without watching porn but there are always relapses. There is this rule that I came up with. I never masturbate to porn. I do it by only imagining. But when there is a relapse, and I go and seek out porn, I do 10-15 hour sessions without stopping, masturbating 6-7 maybe even 8 times. Once I even tried calling a ladyboy in her cell. So during those relapses I become someone else capable of doing anything. There is a disgusting feeling afterwards, and I pretty much take a break from living my life for 1-2 days. Asides from these I am a good-looking, successful person. I do not know if having a girl-friend will solve the problem, but I am trying really hard to get one now. I ll get one right after my financial situation gets a little better. Of course I am also trying to be more social in general and spend less time in front of the pc. I have tried porn filters, accountability programs etc..., they don't mean anything, this is something you can't run away from. I will be grateful if anyone with some real experience can give me some answers. Thank you. | | Switch to actual shemales, film it and make money. |
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